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	October 2003 October 21, 2003 \|Time\| 7:04 PM \|Music\| none \|Habit\| not getting enough sleep \|Feel\| stressed & angry \|Think\| I hope I get a passing grade on my project. It's been a while. Stuff has happened. Today has me quite stressed. We were working on an ATM project in VB.NET and it was a test, which counted as two test grades. My teacher placed us in groups of 3 in case we had questions about how to do something for the ATM cuz a lot of people in the class were stressed about the project and wondering about being able to email our teacher for help. Well it was a test, and we weren't supposed to copy peoples' code. I did my ATM on my own. If the two guys in my group had needed help, then I would have gladly helped them, but they never even asked me about anything. Then today we had to write down what everyone in the group did for the project so that he knew we just didn't copy code and that everyone worked on it. I put that we all did it on our own cuz we did. Then my teacher tells us that if we worked on our own that even if we had a perfect project we weren't going to get a passing grade because we didn't work as a group. Well that's just a bunch of shit because he never told us we had to do pieces of the code with the group or anything. And he even said for everyone to be working on it and not copy. I worked on it, and I didn't just take someone else's code. So I sent my teacher a long email explaining my point of view on this whole thing and that he never said we HAD to do things with our group. I have no problem working in groups. It's just that the project wasn't that large and he wasn't making us do anything complicated so it's not like we didn't have time to finish it on our own. I understand that for actual group projects that we will have to rely on the people in our group because one person can't do it all. This was a TEST! After he said we wouldn't get a passing grade, I was just stressed and couldn't focus on class anymore. I just sat and thought of what I could say to him to. I spent quite a while with my email too, just so my points were clear and everything was explained. I even did extra credit on the project because I did more with it than we had to. I was really close to having an A in the class, so if I get to horrible test grades, I have no idea what will happen to my final grade. The project was the last two grades being put in for the programming section we were on too. I knew he had read what I wrote on that paper I turned in cuz he scanned through some while we were on break. And when we came back he started in on that and then asked me what working as a group meant. He never actually said we had to work as a group on our test though. I'm stressed, and angry. I just want the grade I deserve and to not lose anything because I didn't take my group members' code. People were working on it in class all day Monday and just taking other people's code, and he even said today that he noticed that there were people that had nothing done and were getting everything from others. All I can say is that I didn't do that. Getting past all of that, I got a 90% on my physics test last Friday. I thought I did better than that, but at least I got a B+. This past Saturday I went and saw the movie, Runaway Jury. It was really good. I'm glad I got to see one of the movies out that I want to see. Um, I'm now using the crest white strips. Those things are expensive. I think it was a little over $20 for a box of that for 14 days. I don't know, I guess I just didn't think it was going to be $20 or over even. Bunny pissed me off this weekend by waking me up at 6:30 Saturday morning and keeping me up, and then at like 7 Sunday morning. If she does that next weekend she'll be kicked out of my room and into the spare room. I need my sleep. Which for some reason no matter how much sleep I get anymore, I'm still dead. And I've got a slight cold now so that's not helping either. Oh well, I'll get more sleep this weekend. Besides, there's one good thing about today... It's been 11 perfect months now. I love you Sean. Archives


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