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	June 2003 June 22, 2003 \|Time\| 1:42 PM \|Music\| "Last Beautiful Girl" Matchbox 20 \|Habit\| staying in bed even though i can't sleep anymore \|Feel\| kinda tired and just here \|Think\| i wish i didn't always expect the worst I woke up this morning and was staying in bed cuz I didn't want to get up quite yet. I turned on my tv to find that I had no tv. Cable is out today, meaning no tv or internet. That's the most evil thing ever. Which I can still play around with stuff on my computer and watch the ep of Family Guy I missed, along with some anime I have, but I want my cable! I'm hoping it comes back by tonight, otherwise I'll be making a long-distance phone call saying my internet is down. Charter is evil... This past weekend was the June Jamboree for my town. I can gladly say I didn't attend either night. All it is is a few boring rides, a band nobody has heard of, and beer. Basically people go there to drink and socialize while kids run around wasting money on games and rides. I don't want to be around any of that. The rides suck, well, unless they happened to have the Rock-o-Plane, which is basically like a ferris wheel except you're in a cage thing and you control when you go upside down. Ferris wheels scare me cuz I'm afraid of heights, but the Rock-o-Plane is fun. Anyways, I don't like people and I didn't want to see anyone I used to go to high school with, nor did I want to be bored out of my mind. Besides, yesterday was my 7 month anniversary, and I wanted to spend it talking to Sean. Yesterday was my day to talk to my dad about going to Alabam! in August to visit Sean. Both of my parents were sitting outside in the backyard (the weather is nice) so that was my time to go talk to them. I had already metioned it to my mom and she just kept saying she wouldn't buy my plane ticket right now and she hadn't decided if I was going or not. Whether or not they said I could go, I was gonna be going anyways. So I sat outside and talked to my parents for a little while and then I brought up the trip to my dad. I was expecting the worst, which I was so completely off on how he would react. I said I was planning on going and that's all I said before my dad said it was alright with him. I so do not know how he's going to react apparently. Maybe it's because when I go shopping by myself I'm told to be careful. I so expected to be told I couldn't go. I'm so happy now though! Yay! =) On June 28 I'm leaving to go to California for a week. I'll be back on July 6, but the flight actually leaves July 5 at like 11 or 12 at night. I hate overnight flights. I can't sleep on a plane and that's just wrong to be taking my sleeping time away from me. I've only been on one overnight flight before and I was dead when I got back home from lack of sleep. Plus it's only like 3 and a half hours by plane and we have to stop in Dallas, Texas going there and coming back. Not only won't I be able to sleep, but I'll have to switch planes and probably wait a while inbewteen. Oh well, I'll be sleeping all day Sunday when I get back, then I'll get to get up at 8:30am on Monday to go watch the kid. I don't like kids, especially spoiled rich kids. This is my easy source of money for the summer though, so I can deal with it. Gotta have money so I can go visit Sean. Plus it's just nice to have a little in my checking account. And that way my mom doesn't have to give me money for gas and stuff. I don't like taking money from people, not even my parents. Oh, I was gonna blog the day after my birthday but I never got around to it. On June 10, we had a crazy storm. That was my sister Krisp's birthday and we had some family over. We had 70mph straight winds, pouring rain, and tornado warnings. Oh how fun it was. So many areas around here had power out for days after, there were branches and trees down like you wouldn't imagine. And since that wasn't enough, we had lots of rain on June 11, my birthday as well. I went out in it with Becky cuz I wanted to go out to eat. Which the plan was Ruby Tuesday, but since the power was out over in that area it was packed with lots of people waiting. So we ventured on over to Steak 'n Shake which was a little less crowded and ate there. Backtracking some more, on June 8 I went to a Mary Kay party that Krisp was having. Now, I never wore makeup and didn't want to, so I shocked my sister when I said I'd go. She had always tried to get me to wear makeup and has had dreams about me wearing makeup, so yeah, she was quite happy that I went. It wasn't too bad, and I got to find out that I'm just so pale that I have to have the lightest foundation color. The lady tried it out on a little part of my face and asked everyone how it looked and my sister said "It looks good, but maybe one shade lighter would be better." Mary Kay lady: "This is the lightest there is." Krisp: "Oh, well it looks good!" lol I know I'm insanely light, but that was just so funny. So since I got to try stuff out at the party, I ended up getting some face moisturizer (Velocity, I love it), foundation, eye liner, and lipstick. Then I went to WalMart and got some mascara since it was cheaper there, and I already had eye shadow cuz I got it at x-mas from Krisp. So I now wear makeup whenever I feel like it. Everyone says it looks really good and my sis is just so happy. I only wear it whenever I feel like putting it on. Plus I think ahead and decide if I'm going to want to have to take it off later. I do wear the lipstick most of the time though cuz I have no problem with that. Archives


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