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	November 2002 11/1/02 \|Time\| 7:41 PM \|Music\| "Walk Like an Egyptian" The Bangles \|Singing\| "You drop your drinks they bring you more..." \|Habit\| skipping class \|Feel\| slightly bored \|Think\| I need money. So I had an IWT test today and it was so easy! The teacher even went over the whole thing right before we took it! And then there were some questions from previous chapters on it too. So, we got an hour to take the test and could leave once we got done with it. We started around 10:55 and I finished before 11:10. When we had break in my IWT class, this guy waved to me as he walked out of the class room. I think he waved to me anyways. He could have been waving to Nichole or Kristen, but I really have no idea. It was weird though. I'm not sure what to think of it. They guys I carpool with got out of class early today so Nichole and I decided to skip math class so we could go home really early. I got home around 12:15pm which was really weird. I just told my parents that math was canceled today cuz of the job fair that was at school. Which there was a job fair and some classes did get canceled, but not my math class. I have quite a bit of homework for IWT and I have a 4 hour hands-on HTML coding test on Monday. I know how to everything, but I just am worried about how long it's actually going to take to do it all. I'm going to a Halloween party tomorrow night. Hopefully I'll get to see Matt there cuz I haven't seen him in a really long time since he moved to Canada. We used to always joke around how we like each other and stuff. It was always so much fun. It'd be nice to see him again. 11/3/02 \|Time\| 9:16 PM \|Music\| "Simple & Clean" Hikaru Utada \|Singing\| "You smiled at me and said..." \|Habit\| sleeping in really late & hating homework \|Feel\| aggrivated \|Think\| I wish I knew how to do my IWT homework. Robert's Halloween party was fun last night. I think I got there around 9pm and didn't get home until 2:30am. Robert was dressed up as Santa and it was hillarious. Some people had some really good costumes. I of course went as the Scream killer cuz that's the only costume I have. There were guys dressed up as girls, a few pimps, Kid Rock & Pamela Anderson... It was interesting. I didn't talk to Matt at all though. Oh well. So I woke up at about 2pm Saturday and then again today. I looked at the clock today and just jumped out of bed. I still can't believe I slept in that late two days in a row. I didn't go to bed until about 3:30am so I guess it's somewhat understandable. I did my main site homework for IWT, but I can't do the other two assignments cuz I never learned how to do the stuff. It all has to do with Cascading Style Sheets and the teacher never went over how to do the layers and stuff so I'm just completely lost. If he even has layers on the test tomorrow, I'm going to one of the main people and complaining. I'm really pissed off about it. My teacher showed us an example of one layered thing in class, but never really taught us how to do it at all. I'm not even gonna worry about it any more tonight though. My sister Chrissy (Krisp) and her boyfriend Josh (Darth) got another guinea pig. I was all happy until I realized that I was going to be watching both her guinea pigs while she and Darth went to California with my parents. I'd go but I can't miss school. They're leaving on Nov 8th and coming back Nov 17th. Now I get to clean 3 animals' cages. I'm going to Carbondale this weekend too so I'll get to come home on Sunday and clean cages. Blah. I have a 4 hour test tomorrow. I'm not worried about it though. If I can't get some HTML coding that I basically already know done in 4 hours, then I've got problems. I still have a 95.9% in IWT so I'm good. A lot of people's grades depend on this test tomorrow so I'm wondering how many people will be kicked out. I feel sorry for some people, but then again it's good that it's happening now cuz then they shouldn't be doing coding. I'm really glad now that I learned basic coding on my own. 11/8/02 \|Time\| 8:48 PM \|Music\| "I Love Rock 'n Roll" Joan Jett \|Singing\| "I could tell wouldn't be long till he was with me, yeah me..." \|Habit\| staying at home on a friday night -_- \|Feel\| slightly bored \|Think\| I want to go out and do something! So I've got 3 anime titles in mind for my chirstmas presents right now. Weiss Kreuz, Blue Gender, and Gravitation. If my christmas was an anime one, I'd be thrilled to death. I can't think of anything else I'd want besides money. A Super Nintendo would be nice to have though too. lol Yeah, I don't want an XBox or GameCube.. I want a Super Nintendo! XD JavaScript so far isn't bad at all. Of course I've only done things like onLoad, alert, confirm, prompt... lol I had another test in IWT today... I mean, it is Friday and all so it's test day. Tuesday-Thursday is quiz day and Friday is test day. I actually don't have much homework this weekend. I do need to figure out what I'm going to do for my enlgish paper yet, but that's not due until Nov. 22. Everyone left today for California. I get the house all to myself for a little over a week. XD Well, I'm never actually going to be home alone... XD My sister's new guinea pig is so cute! It looks like a cow from one side! It's mainly black and white but it has two small brown patches which one is on it's face. She's so adorable! Piggy is still cuter though! Yepo, she's just so huge and has long soft hair... Bunny is getting jealous cuz she knows I'm down the hall petting the other animals. 11/13/02 \|Time\| 7:32 PM \|Music\| "Evolution" Ayumi Hamasaki \|Singing\| i only wish i could sing along... \|Habit\| putting off homework \|Feel\| tired and in pain \|Think\| argh! Alright, so when I yawn... actually I only begin to yawn cuz when I start to there's this sharp pain that shoots from one side to the next and is through my back. I've tried to yawn 3 times now and am rather worried about the pain. Of course it figures I have some problems since my parents are in California right now. I think I have a flat tire on my car too... -_- sigh We're starting loops in JavaScript and I wish I could remember how to do everything I learned in C++. The loops are almost exactly the same. Damn me and not remembering things I've learned from previous classes... I still haven't started my english paper. I'm gonna do it on what you need to look for when buying a computer. It makes sense for me to do it on that cuz I love computers and have so many friends that could help me out. I think I'm sick... I was just talking to my cousin online and he asked me if i was feeling alright and if i was sick or anything. How insane is that since I just started feeling like shit about an hour ago... Alright, so I'm just gonna go do my homework and then sleep... 11/21/02 \|Time\| 6:04 PM \|Music\| none! wow... \|Singing\| "...you were everything I wanted..." New Found Glory \|Habit\| being a computer nerd! \|Feel\| great! \|Think\| For some reason, I'm in a really really good mood. So I finally finished my I-Search paper for my writing class. It only took me 4 days to do and I had 4 weeks. lol cough Yeah, that's how much I procrastinate. I didn't even proof read it before sending it in. lol My teacher actually received it too! YAY! I would have died if I missed that assignment. I was planning on sending it again tonight and tomorrow if she didn't confirm receiving it. I even specified that in my nice little email. XD I went shopping today for Christmas presents for myself. I know that sounds bad, but I have to buy my own anime DVDs cuz nobody knows what I want or what I have. I spent $180 something, but none of that will be coming out of my pocket. hehe. My mom said I was nuts and didn't think I would be able to wait till Christmas for my DVDs. Well... I've got 6 other ones I've had for quite a while that I still need to watch. Plus I don't have certain volumes I need for 2 of the series I got so I can't watch those anyways. I'm busy being a computer nerd anyways... I can wait. Hmmm... I think one of the guys I ride to school with is cute. I guess he's had contacts cuz he just started wearing glasses on Monday. He looks so cute with glasses too! hehe. Alright... I can't say that I like him cuz well, I really haven't talked to him at all. I just think he's cute. Plus he's not very open minded and I'm sure we have absolutely nothing in common besides the fact that we go to the same college. I need an anime loving, open-minded computer nerd. That's all there is to that... So it's about 10pm now cuz I just got home from bowling. Last week I did alright except for my first game. In the first 4 frames I had splits and ended up with a 112. I then had a 146 on the 2nd game and a 181 on the 3rd. My average is a 145. This week, I ended up getting a bunch of doubles. Doubles, meaning I had 2 strikes in a row. I had 3 doubles and a turkey (3 strikes in a row). Then I did pick up a split I had in the 3rd game. So I ended up with a 179, 150, 166, and a 495 series. Which means my average should go up a few pins. YAY! hehe. I got a lot of money tonight too cuz of all the doubles and what-not. 11/26/02 \|Time\| 6:42 PM \|Music\| "Sick of It All" Finger Eleven \|Singing\| "How far down would fall, if you'd never come up again..." \|Habit\| chewing gum \|Feel\| tired and 'sick of it all' \|Think\| IWT sux... a lot... So last Friday night I was on the computer forever. I talked to one person for almost 7 hours! It was so crazy and fun though. I didn't even get off of the computer until 5:30am Saturday morning. So then I didn't get up until about 3:30pm. lol I got up, ate dinner, then went to the movies with Jenny. 8 Mile is really good. I recommend seeing it. I still have to see the ring yet... My IWT class is really aweful right now. Trying to learn JavaScript from a teacher that doesn't teach well at all just doesn't really work. I have no idea how to do anything we're doing now. I do understand loops cuz of C++ though. I am happy I took that class after all. So I had a 4 hour hands-on test and couldn't even do half of the things on the test. For what I did get done, it was all copying and pasting from labs I had done. Survior cut for IWT is December... the end of the semester. I had a 95.9% for the longest time. Then we got into JavaScript and my grade went down to a 93%. After this last test... I should probably be in the mid-80's or so. I'm not going to make it through the class. I don't even want to be in it anymore. I'm so frustrated and stressed with it. I regret ever going to Ranken. I should have just gone to Vatterot. I honestly want to be out of there at semester. I can't take the damn class anymore. I'm fine with everything except for IWT. If I don't get kicked for grades, I want to get out anyways. I hate it so much. I'm sick of dealing with it. It's making me miserable. I hate to think that I made my parents waste money on a supposedly 'good' college just for me to drop it and go somewhere else. Plus I hate to think that I made a stupid decision in going there and wasted my time when I could have just gone to Vatterot and probably been a whole lot happier. I should have gone with my first choice. I just want the semester to be over with... Archives


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